I am the product of an unwanted pregnancy, and lucky for me, I developed enough intelligence to learn to read and write and understand information so I could learn everything about God Almighty's Lord Krsna Yoga system, that clearly explains why humans should remain celibate, and only have children, that they truly want to have as a family, children that they want to love, and desire to raise with the knowledge and understanding of the yoga system, that explains that the only reason why a soul incarnates into a human body is to purify the mind, spiritualized the body, and leave the the cycle of reincarnation,  only through rigorous yogic practices or complete surrender to God Almighty can a human be able to escape the cycle of reincarnation, or be born in other material universes,  this is why, it is important to be honest, kind, loving, respectful, peaceful, merciful to all living entities. not everyone is meant to be parent, not everyone is meant to be a human being, and when a soul reaches the body of a human being, it is a rare opportunity and I know that for a fact, my life changed when I read the Lotus Sutra, and I begun my study and practice of budhism in the year of 2003, years later after alot of mind purification through the practice of chanting , I understand that the Budha is Lord VishNu and God Almighty Lord Vishnu is definitely an extraterrestrial, and he has a wife,  Sri Rhade or Srimati Rhadarani, Knowing this fact of life, keeps me very optimistic because the Lordships Sri Sri Rhade Krsna love all their children, no matter what race they are be it human beings or other extra terrestrials from other galaxies. I know is hard to believe that we are loved by god, considering we are here, being part of these horrible human civilization, especially when severely mentally ill atheist men ruin our minds with their fantasy world of torturing living entities because they think that they are god. If there is any consolation  based on my investigation of what the origin of life IS, I promise you, that the origin of life,  IS  pure love, and that we all come from Love, and that is what Krsna is, Christ Consciousness, without the perversion of the human closeted homosexual narcistic monkeys that have ruined many civilizations, the so call "Son's of Men!"  and some of the ruins of past civilizations can be found at the bottom of the ocean, or buried underneath layers of volcanic ashes, the human monkey is so super stupid, that he keeps making the same mistakes that brings total annihilation to himself and then he is a born again, bacteria. Even, when, so many sages, saints, and even scientists women and men, have presented the absolute truth to the atheist nazy, C.I.A human monkey, his response, is, "I am Not Worried about it!" Whatever It Is that You Do Worry About  Nazy C.I.A rapist pedophile human monkey, Whatever it is, that makes you shit on your pants greedy ignorant women beating closeted faggot, Whatever ruins Your life, Whatever makes you cry like a stupid bitch for eternity...  And So It Is...Jai Sri Rhade! Jai GuruDev Chaitanya IMAAN Nythiananda! Haribol!

Everything I know, I learned from all my American teachers, starting from Elementary School, to Junior High School to High School, everything that I know, I also learned from my American friends,  and later the information the True Data that was given to me was imparted to me by Hindu Sages such Swami Satchiananada, and Swami Amaryoti 'Immortal Light', and Swami Prabhupada, and I root myself very strongly with Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu's Sisastakan. I received True Data. in all the ashrams and I also received True Data when I first watched  one of L Ron Habbard's documentary's Psychiatry: An Industry of Death" at the amazing church of scientology located in  the United States Of America, I also receive true data in an ashram  In The Republic Of Colombia, and in Palma Mayorca, All this True Data,  literally save my life because it is hard to not become hypnotized by all the corrupted information that is currently being shared in the human society. Corrupted information meant to disable the human mind,  and all these programming was intentionally created by severely mentally ill  nazy atheist C.I.A military scientists closeted homosexuals who think is funny to see people being killed and tortured and to profit out of the suffering and pain of innocent living entities. aparadha

 All the intentional programming that was  created by god almighty intended to uplift and help humanity evolve from a dangerous parasitic  state of being to a conscious light being, a human angel,  was later used and distorted by very super stupid atheist military  C.I.A scientist funded by the beyond ignorant human billionaire C.I.A business people,  such the manipulation of sound waves, imagery and vibration that is now being broadcasted in the C.I.A military mind control experiment  television, film, music,  and the internet, and the corrupted and distorted religious texts, and the very malignant corrupted educational systems that glamorizes men such as Henry Kisinger? or Winston Churchill? severely mentally ill rapists pedophile closeted homosexuals that orchestrated systematic rape of innocent women and children and genocides in order to make money for just themselves and their greedy super stupid boys, who know how to add and subtract numbers without a calculator, all these corrupted information can overwhelm the senses of the very sensitive human mind ,  most humans are hypnotized by their own sense perception very easily,  and the information that is being forced on humans through all ways of communication such as the mainstream human music can definitely disable and make a human being very soft weak and super stupid. 

I've been hypnotized, for most of my life, and even after many years of chanting and going through process of mind purification, when I saw, the news of the Oct 7 Nova music festival massacre in the year of 2023 in the country of Israel, I actually thought that I was watching a movie, and I had to fight with all my might to stay centered in the truth,  and to remind myself that what I  was watching was not a movie nor was it normal, nor is it entertainment,  for any human closeted homosexual  to orchcstrate events in which women are used to instigate quarrels or wars,  events in which women are intentionally tortured and recorded by the men that are suppose to protect and care for human beings, in order to continue to create shock value and more trauma in the mind of humans,  it is a severe crime to intentionally torture innocent women, and then to torture children that should have never been born.  this crime cannot be pardon. Aparadha. This very simple to understand common sense. It is a crime to intentionally hurt innocent obedient human beings.

It is important to read the patanjali yoga sutras, and learn everything about yoga, in this way, no matter how strong and powerful the intentional  false information that  is being created by the C.I.A  Military scientists,  the mind will stay clear, knowing for fact that hurting innocent living entities only brings ruin and horrific futures to anyone who intentionally hurts living entities in order to make money, or in order to entertain themselves?

 I know, that the law cause and effect is as real as millions of innocent women and children  that are trapped in The Republic Of Colombia by beyond ignorant and stupid closeted homosexual males that are part of the  Nazy  C.I.A Global Cartel Narco network that has ruined millions of American lives, Cartel Global Narco Networks that are directed by the closeted homosexual C.I.A military scientists  and billionaire business people, severely mentally ill human monkeys that should have  been aborted, and because they were not aborted these men have ruined the lives of 8.5 billion people, and right now, in Iran innocent women and men face a horrible future at the mercy of more C.I.A closeted homosexuals males deceitful greedy Iranian males posing as priests that hate and envy women, human monkeys that should have been aborted, and this is why, it is evident that god makes mistakes, and this is why I know, that god is merciful with me, because I make a lot of mistakes, but, at some point it is evident that not all the mistakes that I make are my fault and this is one of the reasons why god almighty is very merciful towards me, and I am his eternal faithful servant.