Today, January 9th, is my birthday, and I get to celebrate my birthday, with a very kind Colombian family in Bogota Colombia. Today, I am 14 years sober  from the use of alcohol by the grace of Sri Krsna Chaitanya Mahaprahu Lord Vishnu avatara that came to this earth to share another way for humanity to be able to leave the cycle reincarnation and to return to the kingdom of god, by chanting the Maha Mantra, and I can honestly say that the desire to drink has vanished from my mind, I have been around people who drink socially, and, I have not felt a desire to drink what so ever. 

God almighty has given me all the opportunities to become happy or at least mentally healthy and this is something that I was able to learn growing up in the United States Of America, a country that is mostly a Christian nation invaded by ungrateful greedy perverse atheist that are doing their best to continue to destroy the United States Of America completely, and it is very sad to  watch the destruction of the United States Of America because of the mistaken choices of ignorant perverse atheist trillionaires with their atheist armies of both American men and women of all races that work with Central Intelligence Agencies, I am glad that the on going destruction of the United States Of America  is not my fault, and that because of the 12 step program I was able to find Sri Krsna Chaitanya Mahaprabhu and I know that when I live this material body a new life will start for me in the Kingdom of god, and that while I am here on this earth I am just gonna have to turn all my concerns over the care of god, because I am powerless over  the mental illness of ignorance, perversion and greed.  I am also glad that at least the Trump Administration is putting up a good fight against all odds and that god will remember the righteous and the faithful.